Ethan & Isaac

Imagine at the age of 28+ I'm already a mother of 2. My eldest boy came into the world in the year 2005 and my second precious was born in the year of 2008. Both babies really brought joy to my life no doubt I'm a failure in marriage. Nothing could meant more to me, just to recalled me and my so called hubby got married in 2004 and right after our marriage I was pregnant with our first baby. Everything seems so smooth until I was 4 months pregnant things got worsen, he lost his job and became very emotional and temperamental. His mom back then was admitted to hospital and in September 2005 I left to Australia to deliver our baby. Everything back then was so haywire. I returned to KL in January 2006 and found out that he was still jobless at that point of time. He did not think mature to see that he's already a dad and has responsibility that need to be bear, instead of looking for job he just laze around at home doing nothing - not even taking care of Ethan. Later that few years his attitude got worsen and he eventually get drunk and raised his hand on me in front of our boy. Maybe I was still young and thinking innocent thought I could change him but everything was not what I predicted. The entire situation went worst and we have more major argument all talking on money. I was so stupid and gotten myself pregnant again I did not regret this time as when I found out I was pregnant I told him and he asked me to fucked off. Instead to feel hurt I took up the courage and brought Ethan along with me to Australia. This time there I was living happily with nothing to worry at all. Few months later in October 2008 I delivered another baby boy - Isaac. Both Ethan and Isaac is what I got to make me grow stronger each day. I know that they need a mum to morally support them and give them whatever they want. I worked and worked until one fine day I finally met MR. Tan . He bring joy to my life and accepted my boys and gave me more unconditioned love.