August 2010

Ethan and dad came back from Perth, Western Australia on the 3rd of August 2010. This time during his return we did not planned much on holidays as everyone of us are busy. First with the relatives visiting from Sarawak, then dad's car was sent to repaired, followed by living room air conditioned broke down, our house front porch doing renovation and seems like everything is at one goal - busy as ever. I've only managed to bring Ethan to Sunway Lagoon on the 9th of August 2010. We spent a great time there together with Tracy. Its been so long since I've ever been into Sunway Lagoon and seems like everything has changed. Now they even have a petting Zoo. Ethan was all over excited enjoying his time there visiting the zoos as well as having fun and the dry and wet park. No pictures were captured at the wet park.. there's more pictures uploaded at facebook. Ethan really enjoyed himself and he was so exhausted.. we left Sunway Lagoon at 2pm and went to Pyramid for our late lunch..

Wonderful Time

I've considered myself being blessed with a wonderful partner as well as 2 beautiful boys. They are the love of my life. I love them to the max that I could sacrifice just for them. Especially to my eldest boy - Ethan, mummy wants to tell you that mummy is so proud of you and knowing that you've learned and gained knowledge at your current school in Australia. Mummy is so surprised upon your return when you've improved on your manners but on your tantrum wise you still need to work harder to control your own temper. Mummy know its hard for you to cope especially without mummy by your side to give you support and love, but darling.. you know very well that mummy loves you a lot and also wish to be with you as soon as possible and spend time with you in every possible way. Ethan darling.. mummy love you always and forever. Remember that you are always mummy's baby. No matter what happened mummy is always here for you and will be with you forever and ever. To my darling Isaac. Mummy is also proud with you. Knowing that you are a fast learner and always cheer mummy up by immitating the dance and a cheeky look whenever mummy is unhappy. Isaac darling.. mummy will always love you too!! I'm so blessed and wanna thank GOD for giving me two beautiful boys to make my life complete. Liang.. thanks for all the support and your unconditioned love to make this family happy. I know at times I might be demanding and I myself also knew that my temper is bad especially during the bad days that I've gone thru. I'm thankful for giving and providing me with the kinda love that I'm always looking forward to. We're so blessed to have you around!! Love you...!!

Ethan & Isaac

Imagine at the age of 28+ I'm already a mother of 2. My eldest boy came into the world in the year 2005 and my second precious was born in the year of 2008. Both babies really brought joy to my life no doubt I'm a failure in marriage. Nothing could meant more to me, just to recalled me and my so called hubby got married in 2004 and right after our marriage I was pregnant with our first baby. Everything seems so smooth until I was 4 months pregnant things got worsen, he lost his job and became very emotional and temperamental. His mom back then was admitted to hospital and in September 2005 I left to Australia to deliver our baby. Everything back then was so haywire. I returned to KL in January 2006 and found out that he was still jobless at that point of time. He did not think mature to see that he's already a dad and has responsibility that need to be bear, instead of looking for job he just laze around at home doing nothing - not even taking care of Ethan. Later that few years his attitude got worsen and he eventually get drunk and raised his hand on me in front of our boy. Maybe I was still young and thinking innocent thought I could change him but everything was not what I predicted. The entire situation went worst and we have more major argument all talking on money. I was so stupid and gotten myself pregnant again I did not regret this time as when I found out I was pregnant I told him and he asked me to fucked off. Instead to feel hurt I took up the courage and brought Ethan along with me to Australia. This time there I was living happily with nothing to worry at all. Few months later in October 2008 I delivered another baby boy - Isaac. Both Ethan and Isaac is what I got to make me grow stronger each day. I know that they need a mum to morally support them and give them whatever they want. I worked and worked until one fine day I finally met MR. Tan . He bring joy to my life and accepted my boys and gave me more unconditioned love.